Discussion in 'Offtopic' started by mmo, Sep 20, 2018.
What the fuck has been on your mind that you just HAVE to say? Let's hear it, let's get heated.
So yesterday my mum got me some chinese takeout but I wasn't really that horny for chinese so I decided to not eat the food right away, but rather save it for breakfast during the following day.
But here comes the heated part, when I decided to consume the food (it was rice and chicken btw).... It didn't have the same intensive flavour nor texture that I originally thought it would have. Therefore my day is now ruined and my disappointment is immeasurable.
I'm trying to get a job but I get really anxious everytime I go on job sites and just do something else out of panic. I don't think I'm cut out to be a functioning adult.
I wish my friends were in a constant Voice Chat so I could join whenever I wanted.
My entire class and I took a political typology quiz in AP government today and we had to mark where we fell on the typology scale from solid liberals to core conservatives and everything else in between. Guys marked where they fell with blue marker and girls with red marker.
HOWEVER, after everyone took the quiz the results were un-epic. Nobody had fell in between conservative or liberal, everyone was either far left or right. Almost everyone marked Solid Liberal or Opportunity Democrat. On the other hand, me and two others (another guy and girl) were the only ones to mark on the right side if the scale. We were the only Core Conservatives in the entire class. This was very un-epic since I felt betrayed by all of my friends in the class now knowing they were friggin stupid libtards. It was up to me, my friend Ean, and the one intelligent girl who was Republican to destroy the liberals. But, we were outnumbered. Only if Ben Shapiro were there to epicly own all of the libtards we may have shown them who is boss. I don’t know if I can still be friends with the people who are in my class anymore, I may have to disown them for being libtard scum.
Jokes aside, we did actually do all this stuff in class. It suprised me and my teacher to know that out of 30+ kids, most everyone leaned liberal except for 3. I really don’t care which way people lean in politics, I never really did understand all the autistic screeching that goes on when people argue about different opinions. People just need to accept that everyone has differing opinions and thoughts on things and know that they can have a conversation on the two opposing ideas in an orderly manner without all the bs. At the end of it all mentioning politics is just stupid most often than not because it just causes arguments between people.
Also I’ve been getting ass raped by homework, stress from college applications, and studying for tests and standardized tests hence why I haven’t been making memes. Also since there really isn’t anything to make memes about except the server being dead.
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I had a speech teacher once who tried to get everybody to talk about their political and religious views. No one ever would because we had to present our speeches in front of each other and no one wanted to risk losing friends or creating conflict. It was pretty cool.
Someone who would stop being your friend over your political and religious views isn't really a friend.
It was a basic college class and it was highly unlikely we were ever gonna see one another again. No one just wanted to cause any strife, wasn't worth it when you have to present to these people.
But I agree, you should't stop being friends with someone based on their political views.
you don't wanna know
I never go a day without thinking about taking my own life.
I wrote lines after lines but i deleted it all
Ok, so, my AP Environmental Science teacher is the most distracted teacher in the world. It always seems like she's never on top of stuff, and then other times she slams us with random stuff we haven't talked about in weeks. On top of that, the course material is literally all over the place. I'm giving her the benefit of the doubt because this is her 3rd year teaching the class, but I'm getting more and more frustrated. Half of my stuff I've turned is is marked as "Not Graded" in the grade book online, meaning I've got a C when it should be a B+. There were two assignments due today that she completely forgot about, and I only remembered after I got home from school (APES [short for AP Environmental Science] is my last class). It's driving me nuts.
pm me pls, dead serious
im in APES too low-key an easy class for me tbh. you talked to your teacher about it?
gimme a minute fam I gotchu
Edit: nvm my dude. This used to be super easy for me at the end of last year but its been a while since I've had to do anything like this. I don't gotchu.
I'm too mean to people, that's my main weakness help
I guess I apparently suffer from phone phobia. When I get a phone call, I freak out and try to ignore it. If I have to make one or have to answer, my heart starts pounding, head starts spinning, I start shaking and feel like I'm going to pass out. And feel really anxious afterwards. I usually don't answer important phone calls and try to do everything via email. It's almost the same with calls on my computer. I can't engage in a discord call or anything unless it's someone I know in real life. I've been spending a very large amount of time on the internet my whole life, but I've never made any close friends because of this. But I'm perfectly fine socialising face to face. I often enjoy it at parties. That said, I don't... TRY to socialise, or I guess put on an act for society. I'm introverted by choice.
I hate society and social media to a large extent. Social media is constantly used for "expressing yourself" for self-value. People constantly express pointless things or even disingenuously caring about things for attention. And people constantly invest their attention to such an unproductive and impassionate hobby. I hate most famous celebrities. Why do the Kardashians make money? Why are millions of people "keeping up" with them? Why are all these disingenuous artists at the top? I can't understand why hundreds of millions of people invest their attention to fakes. Barely any of those artists sing from the heart. The Kardashians make money from the attention they get. People's attention is so valuable and its being greedily wasted by these people that are stealing it for wealth and fame. I hate the whole concept of society and I struggle to put it into words. Rant over.
I did say in the past, when I created a thread saying I'm never coming back, that my little sister had a seizure, hit her head and almost died. She was diagnosed with epilepsy and takes medicine every day. And she will often have a seizure if she forgets. This one time, I was about to take a shower but heard a bang in her room, I almost didn't think anything of it, but opened her door just in case. She was against her wall seizing. I screamed for my mum and sat her down on a pillow. She literally stopped breathing and my mum had to give her CPR as I called the ambulance. I almost let her die by not checking on her. Thank fuck I did and thank god my mum is a nurse. Unfortunately, my sister has no memory of anything of her seizures or prior to them, so she doesn't really realise how scary it is and can forget to take her medication from time to time. Anyway, back to when I made the thread, at the time, there was a lot more going on. My best friend sent me a message saying he was going to kill himself. This put me in moral complexity because I never thought I ever had the right to tell someone they weren't allowed to kill themselves. My parents broke up over an incident that has to remain undisclosed (no, one of them didn't cheat). 3 of my friends died in a car accident. And at the time, I felt like I was in a severe state of solitude. Which fucked me up because after everything that had happened to everyone around me, I didn't feel like I had the right to cry over myself. I couldn't stop myself from crying throughout my friends' entire funeral. I was crying about everything because I could see their entire family hurting, and I was in the most painful atmosphere I had ever been in. All this happened over the span of a few weeks and I cried the whole time. But it got a lot better. My best friend is doing okay, my parents are back together and I don't ever feel lonely. I'm not exactly sure why I felt that way tbh but it's not like that anymore.
I made a forum game that I thought up on the bus and everybody just ignored it.
I cry x100
Ye epilepsy is pretty scary, I have also gotten quite a few seizures in my years and I take daily medicine for it, fortunately my symtoms have grown less frequent the older I get.
Recently my friend got a Girlfriend. The guy genuinely treats me like a real friend would and I'm happy that I know him. I was happy for him at first, but now I've started to develop this irrational hatred (for lack of a better word) for him. The first call I was in with him since he began his relationship, he tried to mention random trivia about her whenever he could. His streaks on Snapchat are pictures he took of him being in a call with her. It's selfish of me and I hate myself for it, but I just don't want to speak to him or be around him anymore.
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